sickness is your body's way of telling you to slow down...

so i was talking to a friend the other day and i realized that i'm having trouble breathing..

don't really knwo the reason, dont' think i'm sick or nething but usually for most peopel at least, breathing shouldn't be anything that we're conscious about.. it jsut happens

for me... i can breath and stuff but never a full breath.. you knwo what i mean? always seems like i can take more in

i really have to concentrate on it now and try to get that full breath once in awhile and it's like the slowest breath that i take... and i hold it when i get it (sometimes i dont' reach it...)

so when i do reach it i hold it.. as long as i can for the breath... man it feels good when i get it

life goes by sooo fast and there's soo much that needs to be done... work, school, church, family, friends, school, readings, more readings... and then some more readings (and this is only SOC101 - so many readings... ) newayz...

gotta slow down...

reminds me of living life... and my relationship with God...

God gives us the breath of life.. which to me means a lot mroe now and is more literal then oxygen and stuff like that...

yes, i do my best to live by God's words and obdience and pray and go to church and what not without complaints but many times i don't feel that full breath of God...

maybe the solution is to slow down.. to stop, think about it... take the breath in and just pray hard that God will give that peace and satisfaction through these busy times... and when i get that breath.. to hold it... as long as i can...

still working on that in my life... holding on to God and just pure reliance on Him...

gotta slow down...

sam