tired...

wow, after a week of reading week, i realized that i didn't do too much at home... barely did any reading

did learn a lot though so I thank God for that. Through friday bible study and sunday message the linkage between having a heart to do things, and are the things i'm doing right.

Having the right heart, that's what God is looking for in me. It doesn't matter to Him what I do and how much of it I do but it does matter to Him how my heart is. Is it real and sincere? am I connected with him? pondering over these questions i still don't have an answer but i'm praying that as i think more this week i really draw closer to him.

about obedience, wow, obedience to just understand the consequences of disobedience. Disobedience means slowing down what God wants in our lives. What he's trying to build through us will be hindered through our disobedience and the relationship will also be hurt between God and I. I think htat's why I've been so far lately from God, not obeying... i hear but not obeying and it sucks. But luckily, through God's mercy and grace i've been given another chance and praying that I will take hold of this chance :)

this week will be long, and a lot of studying which is important for me to do... but really need to know why i'm doign all this... 2 exams this week... that's bout it...

started reading the book of hosea, pretty crazy stuff... haven't learned too much yet.. but I know God will show me something through the prophets

Thank you Lord for your forgiveness.